why do i get the feel that our friendship is getting loose? since i got the nightmare about us fighting..... i'm getting scared of loosing you~ i know this kind of words kinda lame... but it the truth about my feeling right now..... i'm not trying to make a joke, but i felt doubtful about what happen between us....
since i had been far from you, i never thought of losing our friendship...... i'm scared that whether one of us had change, even though i know that possible..... i just to scared to accept the reality~ because i couldn't predict it... and i'm really scared~
i don't want the memories about you change.... i don't want the sunshine to become our rains..... i don't want us to be separate in the future, i don't want to meet you with a glum on my face..... i don't want we keep silent when we meet..... and the nightmare about our friendship loosen happen....
please~ just tell me how do you fell about me right now.... just make it clear with me... just be honest, i can take care of it since you tell the truth..... i couldn't wait any longer because i could just jump to conclusion about you..... please just be yourself when you talking to me... say anythings that you want... just say it, so i could make it clear.... i could try to change my mistake, and make our friendship better~
can someone tell me how to make it change???