after all the thinking...... i decided to forget all the things that confused me and just focus with the things that is more important..... i realized that i got a big exam this year!!
an exam that would change my destiny,
an exam that will decide where will i go next,
every things somehow quite rely on it,
it just like a gamble which i always watch on tv dramas,
so, i need to focus!
i need to stop my childish act and be matured at least until the exam is done, i need to turns over for a new leave, i need to change for the better, i need to be a good child, i need to be success....... :)
i can do it!
i CAN do it!
I CAN DO IT!!!!