since facebook and instagram are much more convenient for me, i abandon this fluffy things, yiks, imma bad mommy for my cute lil blog (not really cute btw -.-)
well, what to update actually? i have no idea, thus, i'll just update what's on my mind now, if i want to summarize my second year life, it would be complicated and troublesome, haha, not in the mood for it, yeah, as you can see, i becoming more and more lazy than usual aren't i? LOL
people tell me "cross the bridge when you see one", "climb the stairs one by one", if you can't walk, then crawl ..... bla bla bla ...... many more to shorten the point.
for my opinion, that encourages true, but it would be just a speech or 'bebel' if one not understand how to use it. Based on my experiences, if i were down, those words wouldn't last long for me, i noticed that if i want to rise up again, i need to find it myself, maybe it related with my kinesthetic kinda habit i think -.- yeap, imma hyper person, even my friends tell me it's a rare thing for me to stay quiet. Can't believe they say that but i'll just take it as a compliment.
but based on my observation, i was born well~ sort-a-like passive kid, i was lack of confident back then (until now actually), with asthma problem that i had when i was a kid slows me down for being active. But alhamdulillah after i recover, i sprint to try sports since i hadn't got a chance to try it when i was in primary school.
thinking back those memories sometimes boost me up to be stronger, i'll tell myself i haven't know the world yet, i can't back up yet, it wouldn't be AWESOME that way. Either want to do it or not, i need to think the circumtances that would happen later.
that's why i want to change for a better, better health, better education, better personality and a better life. I don't want to be the 'same' person for my whole life, I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY, somebody that can do good and can create opportunity for everything i guess ?? But i'm not a God, so whatever it is i try my best to get to that goal as a human.
okay this is loong enough for today, till next time, Insyaallah, Annyong haseyo (not sure the real spelling)